Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or
let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit -
it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.


p/s: nice song from James Blunt

THE BIG LIFE OF A SMALL GIRL

13 June 2009 - 00:09a.m

In front of my laptop, doing my stay up for almost every night...
accompanied by my playlist which only include Korean + Japan + Jay Chou song..
Just had a dinner with my family at Secret Recipe..celebrating mama's birthday which passed two months ago..

THE FINAL RESULT
is OUT...!!!
Alhamdulillah..!! something that can be proud about..
mama and papa was happy and pleased..
Alhamdulillah..syukran Ya ALLAH..!!

THE HOLIDAY
I'm quite proud of myself in the way of me spending and 'arranging' my life this break..
and I actually accomplish most of the thing I wanted to do..
some of it were:

- Enroll in swimming class
[this is BIG..never thought I actually did it]

- Spending once a week with...
[it's indescribable...I'm enjoying all the time we spent together...but guess it won't be the same after this right?]

- One day free lesson by pro-photographer
[thanks to Abg. Husni for teaching me about photography FOC..hehe!! ;p]

- Buddies Day Out + Sushi Mania
[oppa did a good job by dragging me around KL..let's have it one more with shafuku next time!]

- Irish Lamb Stew in Secret Recipe
[this one is quite weird..I had a very 'delicious' dreams ever since the night before CTU final paper..it's like a month past now..~]

- 1st & 2nd Photography Assignment
[never expect this..but thanks soo much to along for the opportunity..Love ya!!]

- Johor Gateaways
[spending 3 days and 2 night at different houses do give a whole new experience..]

- Internet-addict
[no need to decribe this!]

- Kdorama & Jdorama Freak
[no country could make such melancholy and 5star drama other than this 2..finished watching too many!]

THE HEART...*again n again?

hahahahaha...guess this is quite lame..
but what to do? its happen again..haissshhh~
mend..broken..mend..broken..mend..mend..broken..broken..broken..broken..
"nyawa" I'll keep that as your present for me..
what else I should do?
entahla..~
that's all I could say..
[asyik macam ni je kan?mst boring baca...]

~THE END~

It's a NEw Life...Fresh Start~

Life is meaningless if you live alone..
But one thing people forgot was that they are not alone..
Family is the closest, friends are the nearest..
while Allah will always be by our side 24/7..
to lose something is to gain something..
regrets means you're not thankful for what He have for you..

~It's a new life indeed..
back to my original title..
no regrets, we have done the discussion and felt that this is the best for both of us..
nothing cause us to separate, its just that we like it this way..
we're gonna continue as a friend of course..

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[L.O.V.E]
it's a title, a vow, relation, trust, promises and honesty..
the number we hold is too small for us to take the responsibility of having commitment..
too sacred to be neglect..

guess I should concentrate on the thing I'm good at..
and I admit I'm not that good when it comes to love..
hahahahaha~
ask me no more...
I'm who I am now..~