Thursday, September 17, 2009

Archery, Old Time Stories and Present

Since my last post, I have a lot of things I want to share actually..
it's all happened soo fast that I don't even get to register it yet to my head..
though right now and the day forward I won't be as normal as it I'm now,
so I guess this is the right time to share some of my great experience..


This by far was something that I wouldn't even dream about in my whole life..
involving myself in this sport has become one of the thing I currently enthusiast about after I finished my swimming lesson..
It's one of my aim and goal actually to try each of the sports suggested by our Prophet Muhammad:
-horse riding
-sword fighting
and so far I have experience swimming and archery..
and I'm glad to announce some good news, that I am now officially joining UiTM Pahang Archery club and Insya Allah if I am progressing and training well, I'll be able to join tournament ahead..
that is what En.Mi promised me.
They all were really nice to me, though I'm among the 'short' ones in the team..
I am really grateful if I could received moral supports from everyone especially my loved ones, in my journey with this club..
I really really do need support from each of you guys..!!
and let us pray for my health and fitness throughout my involvements..!!
to those who would like to check up on our club blog..
here's the link:
UiTM Archer Blog


I received an email in my myspace account one day..
to my surprise, someone from the 'past' has finally found me..
in his search of me for 6 years, he ended up find my friendster account and from there he tried to contact me through my myspace and the rest is history.
It's a bit funny and interesting at the same time to find there were someone looking for you when you don't even remember them at all.
Talking with him about the past made me realized how serious I am even in standard 6..
he told me that I was such a fierce little girl that time and that makes him afraid to come near me..
well, I'm changing now..I guess..??
Everybody's changing right?
but then again..Thank you soo much for searching for me..
you add up another love in my life..!!

3rd: Present

While writing (guess it's typing) this, I'm having my short break after my final exam..
and will be back to Jengka on tuesday..
I have to go for archery training during this break..
a different way to spend my semester break this time and preparing for tournament..
glad to have something worth doing when I don't plan anything for this break..
I'll be here in Shah Alam for 5 days for Eid-Adha and a little later on December before the start of new semester..
might not post anything for a moment..
I'll try to whenever I have the time..


Saturday, September 5, 2009

Stand By You...

I Love this song...
Deep meaning..

Monday, August 31, 2009

First and Last post of August..

This could be the first and the last post for this month..
as today is the last day of August..
Merdeka..Merdeka to everyone..
I must have been really tired and exhausted for traveling back and forth for three weeks in a row...
something I never done in the past 2 semester..

as for next month..
I swear to write something more thoughtful, meaningful and educating...
well, there's a lot to say and a lot to write..
till next time..

Friday, July 31, 2009

A week full of boredness!!

sure enough this will happen..
having a month++ breaks and been given an ex
tra break do make you hate holiday damn much!
prepared mentally and physically to start a new sem and suddenly had to face this is soo frustrating..!!!
this whole H1N1 thingy turn everything upside down..
all the quizzes, plans, agm..everything need to be postponed

It's soo not me to do something without planning ahead..
to make things look fun and enjoyable, I've been spending most of my time finishing my unfinished assignment, swimming, accompanied
mama to KL, doing some research on my term paper, research again on my upcoming report, downloading videos, downloading new songs, watching korean dramas like a freak, texting with my hun, texting again with my buddies..

seems enjoying and fun..but nah..!!
thinking bout you'll be back this
sunday at 1.30pm, alone..
with a luggage with the weight that is heavier than yours..
and thinking that you have to walk 2-3 kilometer just to get to your own room..
sooo NOT FUN AT ALL!!!!



* UiTM Di Hatiku *

Monday, July 27, 2009

Sudden Mid-Sem Break

As sudden as it sounds, I'm home after a week..
I wasn't even planning to come back home this weekend
when suddenly my level-mate said that we've just been given a week break..soo sudden!!
and as sudden as the news spread..
UiTM Jengka, Pahang suddenly became a very chaos and havoc campus..
it seems like there will be an earthquake..
everyone were soo hectic running here and there, packing, shouting..
and me myself also was soo intense suddenly..
thank goodness Ain wasn't home yet..
she drove us safely and here I am..
in Shah Alam..

unplanned break..
I don't even know what was I suppose to do this whole week..
pile of assignment need to be done..but the lazy-ness is way too high when I'm home..
I really need to gather the strength back..
feels like I'm loosing my nerve every now and then..

I'll write back when I'm done planning..
Ja ne!!!


Thursday, June 18, 2009

Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or
let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit -
it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

p/s: nice song from James Blunt

Saturday, June 13, 2009


13 June 2009 - 00:09a.m

In front of my laptop, doing my stay up for almost every night...
accompanied by my playlist which only include Korean + Japan + Jay Chou song..
Just had a dinner with my family at Secret Recipe..celebrating mama's birthday which passed two months ago..

is OUT...!!!
Alhamdulillah..!! something that can be proud about..
mama and papa was happy and pleased..
Alhamdulillah..syukran Ya ALLAH..!!

I'm quite proud of myself in the way of me spending and 'arranging' my life this break..
and I actually accomplish most of the thing I wanted to do..
some of it were:

- Enroll in swimming class
[this is BIG..never thought I actually did it]

- Spending once a week with...
[it's indescribable...I'm enjoying all the time we spent together...but guess it won't be the same after this right?]

- One day free lesson by pro-photographer
[thanks to Abg. Husni for teaching me about photography FOC..hehe!! ;p]

- Buddies Day Out + Sushi Mania
[oppa did a good job by dragging me around KL..let's have it one more with shafuku next time!]

- Irish Lamb Stew in Secret Recipe
[this one is quite weird..I had a very 'delicious' dreams ever since the night before CTU final's like a month past now..~]

- 1st & 2nd Photography Assignment
[never expect this..but thanks soo much to along for the opportunity..Love ya!!]

- Johor Gateaways
[spending 3 days and 2 night at different houses do give a whole new experience..]

- Internet-addict
[no need to decribe this!]

- Kdorama & Jdorama Freak
[no country could make such melancholy and 5star drama other than this 2..finished watching too many!]

THE HEART...*again n again?

hahahahaha...guess this is quite lame..
but what to do? its happen again..haissshhh~
"nyawa" I'll keep that as your present for me..
what else I should do?
that's all I could say..
[asyik macam ni je kan?mst boring baca...]


Wednesday, June 10, 2009

It's a NEw Life...Fresh Start~

Life is meaningless if you live alone..
But one thing people forgot was that they are not alone..
Family is the closest, friends are the nearest..
while Allah will always be by our side 24/7..
to lose something is to gain something..
regrets means you're not thankful for what He have for you..

~It's a new life indeed..
back to my original title..
no regrets, we have done the discussion and felt that this is the best for both of us..
nothing cause us to separate, its just that we like it this way..
we're gonna continue as a friend of course..


it's a title, a vow, relation, trust, promises and honesty..
the number we hold is too small for us to take the responsibility of having commitment..
too sacred to be neglect..

guess I should concentrate on the thing I'm good at..
and I admit I'm not that good when it comes to love..
ask me no more...
I'm who I am now..~

Monday, May 18, 2009

It's You...

Sharing something here..
enjoy! new single from Super Junior 3rd album
~It's You~

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Dinner Treat..!!

First and foremost I would like to apologise for not updating my blog for quite a long time.
Why?? because I'm dead busy studying for my f
inal exam which just ended a week ago
and now I'm back Shah Alam..

Last night, as promised Along took us to uptown Damansara for a dinner treat..
well, she just finished her studies and now working in CIMB
It's soo much fun when we get
together..all 7 of us..
especially now, I'm the one who were always miss
ing-in-action and with along tough work,
a moment like this should not be left out..
so, here are some pictures..credits to me an
d momo..
the photographe
rs of the night..

[My one and only mummy and daddy]

[Angah and Along]

[adik with along]

[abang a.k.a momo...hehehe]

[and looks!! ^__-]

[what actually we ate...yummy!]

[ The girl who were always serious when it comes to eat]

Actually there are a lot more pic, but takes time to upload all..
so, here are just some of them..
that's all for now!!

p/s: don't forget to leave your comment!!
would love to hear from you..

Monday, March 16, 2009


Kampus Cawangan Uitm1, Bukit Sekilau, Kuantan
14-15 March 2009
8.30-5.30 petang...

well, this looks like a late promotion but just to share something for this past 2 days I've been working as the urusetia of expo UiTM untuk negeri Pahang.
the main objective of the expo is to give information and guide every spm-leavers to enter the university especially UiTM.
the expo being held throughout the country and the main expo was held at Stadium Malawati where UiTM Malaysia conducted it.
As for us in Pahang, the main campus Jengka had been asked to handle the expo in Kuantan.

3 days and 2 night we've been working to make sure the expo running smoothly.
Arrived at kampus Bukit Sekilau, Kuantan around 6 in the evening.
Unloading the brochure, pamphlate, bags and many more from the bus.
Later, En. Fuazi and his crew came dengan Pesona[betul ke eja nie??] and memerli kami yang datang lambat..
All of us wandered where we should stay for the next 2 days..
coz, kat sana yg kelihatan cuma bangunan2 tinggi yg nampak seperti kelas je..
then En. Fuazi handed us kunci ke rumah senario..

[Rumah Senario]
hahahahahahaha..the real name for that appartment was Rumah Tamu UiTM.
but then En.Lan yg tukar jadi rumah senario.
main reason sbb dari luar rumah tamu tu sebiji macam rumah flat/bilik untuk siswa/siswi tinggal..ktorg pun dgn malasnye naik ke tingkat 4 [nie semua keje en.fuazi yg nak ktorg duduk tingkat atas]
masuk2 je WAH!!!! totally unexpected! fully furnished apartment with television,fridge, complete kitchen, and every part of the apartment consits of an air-conditioner.
nothing can describe our satisfaction!!
then ktorg kene tukar rumah one flight ke bawah..

[DAY 1st - 14 MARCH 2009]
The expo started at 8.30 in the morning.
weather was great and brilliant that day, many SPM-leavers came on the first day
At first I'm incharged in handling the Faculty of Business Mangement with elin, but then En. Lan asked me to handle the UPU on-line regestration in the computer lab..
well, its fun!! coz computer and internet makes my life complete...
hehehehe...and the first day went smooththough many come on that day..
its real fun when you could help others and know their problems..
especially when you know there still outside there that didn't know and didn't exposed to internet as much as I did..
I should be grateful for this...and now, I know better about UiTM, the courses offered, how to check this and that, your other options and many more!!

[DAY 2nd - 15 MARCH 2009]
Today I woke up a little bit late coz last nite we 're-constructed' the booth again..
well, experience on the 1st day do taught us how to be more systematic this time.
but weather was not good this time..
it's rainy in the morning...still rain in the afternoon...raining heavily in the evening...and keep raining when we headed back to Jengka..
not many were there this time..coz its rain..
still the eager one came to fulfill their dream..
working in a cillax way..and everything went smooth though the rain cut down the number in not more than 100 that day..
and we reach almost 300 people visiting our expo for 2 days..

and as for those who read my blog, I would love to share a few links you can visit to know more about what course you are qualified for and UiTM info..


To check course that suits your result in UITM

To know more about UITM

To register Pre-Diploma/Proffesional Cert. in UITM

To register/update regestration for UPU

To know more about UITM Pahang

Saturday, March 7, 2009

My First DSLR Camera [SIMBA]

terang lagi bersuluh ape yg tercatat dkt title di atas..
I've just got myself my very own DSLR camera this evening..
heee..sangat gumbira..
It's all happened soo fast..

papa actually had to keep his promise to buy me the DSLR camera if I got DEAN's LIST in my 1st semester..n now he has to fullfil it..yeay!!
tengah hari tadi, bersantai dgn family sambil tgk hindustan yg sangat tak best..
then dunno why, tibe2 rase sangat boring n ajak my luvely daddy bwk jalan2..
coz, bkn slalu balik shah alam..alang2 balik mesti nak enjoy jap.
then, mama suggest pergi ikea..kebetulan nak cari something kat sane..
so, semua bersiap-siap..
tak lame 2 semua dah dlm kereta..
then, papa tanye..
"Kite nak pergi mane ni? Tak nak pergi ikea la..tgh hari susah nak cari parking"

semua diam..takde idea nak ke mana..
pastu along suggest pergi cari my camera..
and later papa pun drive sampai ke PJ
papa took us to digital mall n I was like...
my head was suddenly full with everykind of gadgets...
uuuuuuuhhhhh~ sunggoh best!!

I even found the latest music player that I want from philips which have build-in wifi!!
n now I can shout out loud..!!
poor me..I'm still aiming for that later on..
back with camera..
pusing punya pusing..usha punya usha..naik turun digital mall..
at last jumpe la dis one booth yg jual mcm2 jenis DSLR cam..
n boraklah ngan uncle 2..

n there it lurvely Nikon D60...
I name it as [SIMBA] coz it suits well..
cute as me..ahahah!! [perasan jap]
great..well, let's wait for my artwork..
now, I have to focus on my is just aroud d'corner!!
let's have a sneak peak on my new 'baby bushuk'!!

Saturday, February 14, 2009

in LOVE or NOT??

21 February 2009:
Today, I had to wake up early..not that EARLY but still, it's early..
we had a MARKETING TEST this morning..
and well, its quite easy memandangkan semalam struggle habis bace notes sampai saket kepale...
last night, I had spent a good amount of quality time with my course partner or would rather call her as my TWINS as I was the one who is nearly-soo-identical to her..
we had a discussion on marketing and as usual it will always turn into a gossip, secrets revealed and many other stories that have nothing to do with marketing..

zuryn a.k.a nuna was and still become a good friend of mine when it comes to study..
including ajushhi a.k.a wan a.k.a bf nuna..
I love how their relationship turns from a friend to a good friend and now a happy couple..
sometimes rase bler tgh wat group discussion, trase mcm menyibuk je..
but then they were both soo nice to me, they never left me out in anything that they do..
kalau boleh nak heret sekali bler dorg pergi date..
I'm happy to see them happy!!

As for me, I'm still with the title :
single unmarried lady with a very definite plan about her future which she herself can't predict
[yes, what a long title I had...]
currently having a good free relationship with someone who she feels comfortable enough to let her tears, laughter, babble, plan, and her sarcarstic joke to...
met him when we were both in the same driving school..
funny how I first thought who he was...
and funny how I hate the way he approach me as a friend...
*I'm not used to a person came up to me and say "Hi!"
and we were both apart for several month after a few harsh argument...
then one day he was the one who contact me back
and from there we became a very very good friends..
crush? a lil'...but not much...
he had the same too..till now..
but I was afraid to say anything..
well, past experience do teach me not to involve in some trouble anymore..
still being haunted with past bitter experience which affect me till now..
but good thing is, he always do understand me the way who I am..
well, sometimes he could be someone that annoyed me too much and sometimes he become a shoulder to cry on..
now, he's learning to understand me better..
and learn to be better..
his efforts sometimes do touch me..
his greatest effort soo far was the one that happened nearly a year now and he still continuing it..
a great man who know what he wants and clearly understands what will happen in the future.

Saturday, February 7, 2009


I'm in...!!!!
well2...dis past few weeks/month was totally a hectic weeks/month ever in my life
dat is why the gap between my last post and dis is about one month apart..

1st thing first..
I'm just start out my new semester here at Jengka again on the last week of december..
the only place where I could find the meaning of total serenity, peace, calm in the life of mine..
place where I could express my true feeling..

where I could easily feel the presence of those who truly love me for who I am..
place for me to miss those precious moment that can't be count even with a million ringgit..

I was glad to be back here again and at the same time I felt a bit hahahahaha[boring]..
well, maybe for the fact that I was spending way tooooo much time at home for last sem break, now I'm missing them too much now!!
and I've just set my foot here again after the mid sem break last 2 week..

Tomorrow (8 February 2009), I'll be spending the whole morning listen to the talk from someone I don't really remember to know them anyway..
(doesn't matter anyway...I might dozz off at the very beginning though.. ;p)

Today was fun in every aspect...
we had dis some kind of a "reunion" for the July intake 2008 student..
not really a reunion, its just some program dat we're forced to come to..
or else we'll be "sue" and bla bla bla...

at 1st I thought it must be boring..
and did not expect it will turn out dat great, until I found myself laughing my heart out and enjoying myself throughout the modul..
It's fun to get to know most of them..they're just fun to be friend with..
nothing more would I expect..

I think its enough with soo cheerful life of mine..
this is why I love Jengka soo much..
it can distract me from the many problem I'm in now..

1st: I was soo positive that both of my 'heart' and 'soul' have some kind of unsolved argument which I think I'm the one who need to solve it with them..I was too lonely now to be left alone without both of them..
can't they consider this for me?for the sake of our true friendship?just for once?

it's hard to keep staring at the ring everytime and keep blaming myself for not look out for both of you..
he felt betrayed..

she felt guilty..
would it come back to normal again?
can we hanging out together again like we used to before?

I was hoping for it...
no! I'm looking forward to...!!
to have my 'heart' and my 'soul' back together...

2nd: I'm having some kind of dream...more of a nightmare I keeps coming every night and I was having a sleepless night for 3days now..
waking up 4 in the morning, to find my roommates were sleeping..
this same face's of someone I recognized every now and then..

I don't really know what was HE doing in my 'dream'..
surely I'm not dreaming or wanting to dream about HIM now..
not after the incident..
talk dis over to my mom..
surely mama knows better..she just know how to soothe me..
I just can't imagine life without her..
whatever it is, whatever thing that HE did in my dream was not something I should worry much..maybe I was entering the very crucial phase of erasing HIM..

or maybe...better not say it...

3rd: The unrelevent problems of mine...having a hard time to control myself towards my new obsession..hahahaha!!
Twilight sure give me a new lights in my life...
I was and still obssesed with this breathtaking vampire,
Edward Cullen and also The Cullens..

sure none of this is making any sense..
it's a fantasy, not a reality..

and I found myself more comfortable living in this fantasy life I've created myself..
rather than facing the rough reality outside...
but seriously...its bothering for me to not knowing about what happen in the 3rd book of the Twilight Saga or the 4th..and I'm planning a weekends off to the bookstore to spend an amount just to buy the 'not-soo-new' series of the book..
and spend like 2/3 days just to finish it..

another way of distracting myself from the problems..

It's fun to know that I was getting better and better in this distract-ur mind-program..
don't know where it will lead me to..
sure it will lead me to something good..hope soo..
guess dats all for now..

wow!!quite impressive on how much I could write today..

sure I have stored enough story to pour half of them out...
but not all..
save the best for last..

and, special thanks for those who read my blog every now and then..
keep reading and supporting..
thanks from the very bottom of my heart..

look forward to my new post soon..
I'll be excited enough to know there is someone out there reading for my new update..
Thanks, Terima Kasih, Xie Xie, Kahamsamnida, Arigato gozaimasu!!

and not to forget to those who criticise me...
thank you soo much..
guess dis is my blog and I would just write what I loved too..
none of ur business if it's a crap or what..
like it = read it
hate it = ignore it

till next time..!!

p/s: this blog supposed being published on 7th February 2009...bcoz of a technical problems I
had, I have to repost it back...Thank you!~

Saturday, January 3, 2009

~My Wish List for This Special January~ [someone please fullfil one of it..]

Month dat I've been waiting for..!!!
yeah, here it comes again..the month of...


the month that will always be a memorable one...
I completely understand dat dis is just like publicise your own birthday, so dat someone could do something for you...ahahahahaha!!
so, what??
it's not like someone turn 19 everyday right??

and as for dis special month..
I just love 2 list few [yes, few...very few, I promise] few of my wish list for dis coming sunday..

~My Wish List for 20090111~

+Twilight/New Moon/Eclipse novel+
+an Ipod+
+complete set of HP book+
+a hug from my mama, papa n siblings on dat day+
+wishes from my dear friends and everyone+

what else eyh...?? Its always happen like dis, I've planned to have dis and dat..and when someone suddenly ask me what I want...the 1001 list just dissapear...

so, now lets hoping f
or someone who will willingly grant my wish/es..

[hoping !!!!] ngehehehehe~

Friday, January 2, 2009

End of 2008, Starts of 2009

Today is the 3rd day in the month of January and 3rd day in the year of 2009...
cepat rsenye mase berlalu and byk yg dah berlaku dan berubah dlm hidup ni sekelip mate je...
sedar atau tak penglaman n pengajaran ni m'matangkan diri yg satu nie..

let's recap 2008 memories and history~

sweet as honey:
~ got my car last I can drive myself..*heaven!!

~spm result out..far from what expected...but still thankful
~entering new life : I'm a university student!!! [UiTM pahang]

~bergumbira di Temerloh ngn classmate
~owh!! my 1st sem gpa was BRILLIANT...!! T_____T
~wut else??oohhh..lot more lah xt'tulis...

bitter for the better:
~hurmmm...aiman [shbat baek] accident wk2 kat penang..Alh
amdulillah, t'selamat..
~then, pjol plk accident 30dec [if not mistaken]..parents n abg din meninggal..takziah
~hurmmm...xde ape sgt kot..

well, yg penting semua 2 mrupekn pengalaman dan pengajaran yg terbaek bg diri ni..
bak kate org...
"pengalaman adalah guru terbaik buat semua org.."
ade hikmah d'sebalik semua yg berlaku..mungkin kite xnampak lg ape hikma
hnye sape tau, mungkin Allah ade perancangan yg lebih baek untuk kite dlm tahun 2009 nie kan??
yooooooissssssh!!! gambarimasu...!!!

lupekan perkare sdeyh..yg dah berlalu biarkan berlalu..

kepada yg berkaitan..
saye dah memaafkan kesilapan anda walaupn xpnah anda terase bersalah trhdp ape yg terjadi..
diri ni hanye manusia biase, dan tak pernah sempurna..
tapi yg pasti diri ni adelah yg terbaik utk diri ini dan mereka yg tahu erti menghargai..
terime kaseh atas kenangan dn pengalaman yg p
ernah dikongsi akn m'jd satu panduan yg berharge..
tak pernah menyesal mengenali, tapi tak mungkin akan kembali..
"at-toyyibat littoyibin..." (an-nur;26)

kepada sahabat seperjuangan...
tak kiralah dari sek rendah, menengah, mahupun d'mane saje kite berkenalan..
terime kaseh atas nasihat, teguran, tunjuk ajar, kenyataan dan segala mcm lg yg amat berguna pd diri ini sepanjang 2008 yg lal
tiade lg yg lebih berharge mlainkan anda2 skalian yg sudi membuat diri ini menjadi lebih baik dr semalam...
maaf sekiranye pernah terguris hati atau ape saje...
sye bknlah manusia yg sempurne, namun jika mane2 kesilap
an dpt ditebus sudilah kirenye memaafkan diri yg kecil ini...

~Goodbye 2008, Welcome 2009~

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