Make It Focus, It's Too Reckless~

I guess I was being reckless and soo out of my world last week..I don't really knows what is getting on my nerve until at one point, I didn't feel like I'm living (wow, this part is scary...)

I drove, I walked, I ate, I slept, I read, I bathed, I talked, I learnt, I listened, I jogged, I laughed...I did almost everything...but everything seems not real...it was like watching a movie in slow motion but you are the only one that realized it..hahaha!!

at first I thought this might be temporary, but it last a week..and I tried very hard to understand why I'm feeling that way..

I'm sure that assignment, project and many other stuff link to my studies give an impact to me but then there are still few issues that bother me..I'm absolutely, 100% confident!!

and I miss to freely talk with my buddy, Asi Unnie, before I sleep bout random topics, gossips, issues..and miss to tease her before we go to bed..

since now, I'm sleeping alone in my room (I guess I've been sleeping alone since I'm in high school...hehehe) I'm surely miss to do this again..

OH!! Many was asking bout my Facebook status the other day, which it sounds like I nearly involved into accident. What was happened to me and plus, many was scolding me for being such a reckless..well, here's the true story..

I was driving home with my 3 other classmate one day after we bought our dinner at pasar malam in Kelebang. On the way back home, I was driving around 60 - 70km/h..and my distance between the car in front was quite far..when suddenly the car stop abruptly and I don't really saw his break light, I step on my brake pedal so hard but the force I pressed felt like didn't quite enough to stop my car up until I need to make a left turn to avoid crashing the car in front. I nearly hit it, miss by an inch...and I came to my nerve back..my heart pumping so fast like it can jump out of my heart...but the fear came bit late...than I was back in the lane when suddenly 3rd car in front of me make an emergency break just to give his way to the car at the opposite direction to make a turn...this time I manage to avoid it fast but I can't really control my anger that time and shouting like crazy inside the car..luckily they didn't here it..phewww~ that was what happened that day..

and if I'm not mistaken, I received a sad news on that day from my dear...he said that one of our friend just lost his boyfriend in an accident...I was quite shocked as we just met her few weeks back and she was totally happy and cheerful that time. I felt sorry for her lost and for those Muslims who read this let us recite Al - Fatihah for the late Wan Mohamad 'Izzat Azrai Wan Mud, Fathin Izzati's boyfriend. Hope that Arwah will be with those with Iman...Aaamin~

guess that's all for my post...I'll write back when I have time..^______^

Menggatal~

Current Facebook Status:

"Menggatal adalah sejenis penyakit yang dihidapi oleh kebanyakan org yg b'mula dr L..Menggatal juga adalah nama tempat yang terdapat di Sabah..haish~ (^____*)V"

well, this might look a little weird..me, typing a status that contains a lot of meaning..hehehe...for those of you wandering what this "Menggatal" word means it basically means flirty and etc...*if I'm not mistaken..

hahahaha..and of course, it's happen to everyone including me! yup,admit it! but that doesn't means "Menggatal" in a way where I flirts with guys...it can also means I do some stupid thing and regret it later...hahaha!!

but the thing is it's always fair for guys to flirts with girls but not us, girls...so, what the choice have we had girls? we can't do it..I guess, cause it will look soo not proper..right? then why let guys have the advantage?

hurrrrmmmm, wondering...~

When A Guy Cut His Hair Because Of...

To be honest, I'm not in a stable condition right now..

Flu and fever just struck me after I had a wonderful swimming this evening..

but this one thing happened to me today, I won't let it go just like that..

2 July 2010

Later this afternoon around 1322 pm, I received one mms from my dear..

well, I thought it was just normal ordinary mms I received from him like before and I just merely look at the picture and it was just another haircut he did and close it as I'm in rush and need to send my lil bro to school..

then...later, after I had barely breathe like a normal person back again..I realized and remembered something about the mms and I open it up, the picture he sends to me..

and

"WHHHOAAAAH!! it's TAEYANG haircut!! How...how could he do that??Why among many2 haircut in this whole wide world did he choose to cut his hair just like TAEYANG?!!?"

for you guys that does not really know about Taeyang, you might probably wonder..how is Taeyang haircut look like? is it nice? hahahaha...

well, here is Taeyang haircut looks like!

another...another...

cool eyh? a bit punk + cuteness + machoness + handsomeness..

ouh! how I like it very much..

back to the topic..

we were in Sunway Pyramid..and was waiting to get into the cinema and this conversation pop up..

He wanted to cut his hair + it's new semester...to avoid 'saman' from pakgad he asked me which style is good and suited him?

we were looking at a saloon mirror which framed a lot of new haircut and hairstyle..

many hairstyle he wanted to try out needed him to keep his current long hair..

and suddenly as I was browsing through pictures in my handphone, I came across Taeyang picture and show him..without saying anything..

and suddenly here comes mr. taeyang - haircut - look - a - like!!

I did ask him..why he did that?

and the answer is simple..

"what you told me, I will try to make it happen...as long as you happy, I'll be happy too! whether it nice or not it's a second thing.."

ouhhh...isn't that sweet enough? thank you for millionth times dear!!

you totally make my life...and seriously..I'm happy and enjoy being with you, dear..!!
this is what you feel..
When A Guy Cut His Hair Because Of You..!!

that's it guys! do comment ya!

anyway...this is what his hair is look like now..

My new Mr. Taeyang - Haircut - Look - A - Like!!

*hehehe...a lil bit Taeyang haircut I must say...not totally! hehehe~