HELLO EVERYONE!!

Assalamualaikum and very good evening!

It's almost 2? 3? 4? months since I left this blog untouched. Hehehehe...very sorry indeed. Never meant to leave all of you guys. Been very busy this past few months, exam, job, running here and there, chasing the unknown(hehehe..AXN most famous quote), fighting, struggling, stressing, jumping, knocking, banging and soo many other things that I"ve done before. 

As for you guys that followed me and aware of my current situation, I'm sure each and everyone of you are aware of what I'm currently up to right?

So, as for the new post I would like to update few of important thing happen in my life right now. Let's go down the list one by one guys!!

~THE MOST EXCITED ONE~

The award of the most excited one goes to.....(still can't get the award thingy out of my head, anugerah skrin thingy!) 

CHERMIN PHOTOGRAPHY!!

hehehehe...Alhamdulillah, as for 16 October 2010 I've managed to start my own label for photography services called CHERMIN PHOTOGRAPHY alongside with my little brother. Thanks soo much to my dear little brother that keep pushing me to start our own brand and open my eyes on talent we have inside. As of today, we are expanding our business and currently have 4 crews in our team. Alhamdulillah, thanks soo much to Abang Faiz, who have faith in me and teach me the wonder of shutter, apperture and ISO. Thanks also to Amierul Zharief who constantly give comment and support me even I'm at the toughest part of my job. Thanks mama, papa, along, angah, abang and adik who were constantly motivated me and showing their never ending love towards us. BIG THANKS for you guys!

~THE MOST ANTICIPATED ONE~

The most anticipated one throughout my life of course the moment I bought my own NIKON D90 myself!! Alhamdulillah again, after 2 years involving, exploring the beautiful world of photography, I'm certainly grateful especially to papa who trust me to go there by myself and purchase my new gear. As for this gear, I would certainly use it only for business purposes and SIMBA will remains my lovely cutie-pie that help me a lot! Love you SIMBA! 

Say hello everyone to Big-fat-Notty BOBBY!

(ouh, he's big! imagine lifting up a dumbbells. That what it's like lifting bobby)

~THE MOST SCARIEST ONE~

 No other than FINAL EXAMINATION RESULT!!

suppose the results were out on 10 December 2010, but in the power of the speed of

typing power that I possessed since I'm in secondary school, I manage to check my result on the 9 December instead. Thanks to dear, MR. H for the wake up call that simply blow me out of my bed straight to my computer. Alhamdulillah for millionth of times, I've improve my CGPA and GPA for that particular semester nearly hit my target. But Alhamdulillah, thanks to ALLAH for this never ending gift!

with CGPA 3.*0, I'm officially part 4 marketing student in KBM!!

Guess, that's all for now. More exciting stories on the next post! stay tuned..~

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri~

~Salam Aidilfitri~
Maaf Zahir dan Batin


khas buat semua pengikut setia laman ini


Ampunkan diri ini andai ada kata yang menyinggung, perangai yang menyakitkan, keterlanjuran yang tidak disengajakan, gurau yang terlebih, keterlupaan yang tidak dapat dimaafkan, bahasa yang kurang enak didengar..

sesunnguhnya saya juga manusia biasa, yang tidak sempurna...
andai ada kesempatan, ingin sekali diri ini memohon maaf dan membetulkan apa yg tersilap...andai ada peluang kedua, terima kasih diucapkan..~

Terima kasih kepada pengunjung setia yang senantiasa menyokong saya di laman ini...semoga ukhuwah yang terjalin akan terus berkekalan...Insya Allah~

(^______^)

Merdeka? Puasa? Raya?

A mixed emotion totally!!

It's merdeka celebration tonight + in the middle of Ramadhan + raya is getting anywhere around the corner..

Totally mixed emotion right now!

I wanna go home, celebrate this last piece of Ramadhan with my family..

but I still have too many unfinished business need to be settle here..

urggggghhh!!

miera and ila out with ayu and the others, celebrating merdeka sumwhere in Malacca..

while me and cyn silently sitting in our rooms waiting for the fireworks to appear from our bedroom window..while doing our assignments and me? listening to hari raya song..huhuhhu,it's a must! 

I am totally caught up in raya mood now!!

hehehehhe~

hey! it's still a kind of way to celebrate merdeka right?

I didn't forget it still..

soo Happy Merdeka Celebration Malaysia..!!

53rd and still going strong!!

Let's us forget any harm done to our country..

it is just another propaganda to ruin our peace and unity..

It's time for us to be one!!

and celebrate joy!!

^___________________^

It Takes 5 Minutes to Ruin Your Day!!

Okay, well..

I guessed I won't post about this, since it totally ruins my Monday..

but then, I guess this is something to share with you guys..

Last Monday, I had a public speaking presentation 1, in which we've been assessed by our lecturer..I would say it as 'unlucky' as I am the 13th person to present on that day..

the nervousness really hit me this time..

I don't really know why my heart pumping soo fast..it is soo not normal for me..

I guess I was soo determined to finish my presentation and I was soo rushed just to meet the exact time given and manage to finish it in 5 Minutes with an additional of:

- Unnecessary stage fright

- Too much pausing

- Trembling and shivering

- Did not even look at my slide!!

and the list went down the history....~

Even some of my friend wonder what is going on with me..hahahah!!

I guess I'm just loosing my nerve..and it totally ruins my day~

THANKS!! 

X_____X

This is my DREAM!!

Okay, it happened few weeks ago..

I had attended this festival called 'KAGUM' or Karnival Gerak Usahawan Muda..

and there was a mascot, blue mascot of MAMEE MONSTERS..wore by my seniors..

 and all of sudden I get excited..hahaha!!

*okay, this is my senpai pict wearing those mascot thingy..he looks cute but when he wore the head la..hahaha!! credits to mr Faizal Samat!

I told my friends that someday I want to wear costumes for mascot like that and they were laughing like mad at me..

said that it won't happen as my size is small..hahaha!!

*I guess that make sense..~

It's all because of I wish someday I could be a mascot!! hehehehe~ 

sounds ridiculous, but that is what I dream to try someday..hehehehe!!

I still remember one of my fav korean drama "My Love patzzi" where the actress wear the mascots and work at a theme park..she look soo cute!!

I wonder if there any theme park in Malaysia need someone for their mascots??

but then again...is there any mascot for theme park in Malaysia?? hahahahaha!!

well it just my dream...but if i ever get the chance to try it..I guess I won't hesitate..

hahaha!!

The Best Weekend Ever!!

Almost two week have passed and I just got the time to blog it in today.

Last last week was the most memorable week I wouldn't forget for my entire life.

31 July 2010 : 8.00pm-12.00am
Hotel Equatorial Malacca

Marketing Student Association [MASA] held grand dinner + Malam Anugerah Kecemerlangan Akademik MASA 2010.

As a marketing student, I have to attend this dinner as one of the activity organised by the committee of MASA. Held at the grand Equatorial Hotel and it was the best dinner yet so far.

Penerapan Batch One a.k.a Choir MASA have been given the opportunities to lead the Wawasan Setia Warga UiTM and also UiTM Di Hatiku..
we sang out loud  as the song needs us to scream our lung out!! [almost loose my breath after the song + I guess I'm kinda nervous until I wrongly sang the song] hahahaha~


Later, we performed our medley of Jac[Gemilang], Ella[standing in the eyes, gemilang]
the funny thing is...I was performing solo for the first song which I also doubt that I could even did it..hahaha!! well, at least I manage to sing it even I don't think I am at any level to beat our so - called 'artist', Jorodan..hehehe~ I'll upload the vid later...


Right after we finished performed, the Dean List Awards presentation being held. As for our part, total of 7to 8 students receive the dean list award for last semester. We received a plug, a mug and a cert. 

After all of the award have been given, the organizer have prepared few other award to be awarded to those who have been chosen.


Surprise, surprise!!
I have been chosen to receive the award of 

'Tokoh Harapan MASA 2010'


huhuhuhuhuh~
never in my life I would have dream for something this big..thanks to those who make it happened..especially mama, papa, along, angah, abang and adik who never stop believing in me and in anything that I have done or choose in my whole life...
I'm pretty sure I've gone through soo much obstacle and have make soo many choices in my life...


I would describe myself as 
"Unsure Risk Taker"
I do take the risk and the challenge that come, but at the same time I doubt whether I could do it or not...and then I'll struggle really hard to prove myself that choices that I make was the right one..huhuhuh~


Anyway thanks again families, brothers, sisters, lecturers, seniors, juniors, friends, enemy?? and everyone that come and go from my life..I'm sure you have left a big impact on me even for a second...I really do appreciate each and everyone of you..even we rarely communicate that doesn't mean I totally forgot about you!!
and to my dear PENERAPAN MARKETING Dec - May 2010, you guys,raaawkkkksss!!!

LOTS of LOVE!!! 

Make It Focus, It's Too Reckless~

I guess I was being reckless and soo out of my world last week..I don't really knows what is getting on my nerve until at one point, I didn't feel like I'm living (wow, this part is scary...)

I drove, I walked, I ate, I slept, I read, I bathed, I talked, I learnt, I listened, I jogged, I laughed...I did almost everything...but everything seems not real...it was like watching a movie in slow motion but you are the only one that realized it..hahaha!!

at first I thought this might be temporary, but it last a week..and I tried very hard to understand why I'm feeling that way..

I'm sure that assignment, project and many other stuff link to my studies give an impact to me but then there are still few issues that bother me..I'm absolutely, 100% confident!!

and I miss to freely talk with my buddy, Asi Unnie, before I sleep bout random topics, gossips, issues..and miss to tease her before we go to bed..

since now, I'm sleeping alone in my room (I guess I've been sleeping alone since I'm in high school...hehehe) I'm surely miss to do this again..

OH!! Many was asking bout my Facebook status the other day, which it sounds like I nearly involved into accident. What was happened to me and plus, many was scolding me for being such a reckless..well, here's the true story..

I was driving home with my 3 other classmate one day after we bought our dinner at pasar malam in Kelebang. On the way back home, I was driving around 60 - 70km/h..and my distance between the car in front was quite far..when suddenly the car stop abruptly and I don't really saw his break light, I step on my brake pedal so hard but the force I pressed felt like didn't quite enough to stop my car up until I need to make a left turn to avoid crashing the car in front. I nearly hit it, miss by an inch...and I came to my nerve back..my heart pumping so fast like it can jump out of my heart...but the fear came bit late...than I was back in the lane when suddenly 3rd car in front of me make an emergency break just to give his way to the car at the opposite direction to make a turn...this time I manage to avoid it fast but I can't really control my anger that time and shouting like crazy inside the car..luckily they didn't here it..phewww~ that was what happened that day..

and if I'm not mistaken, I received a sad news on that day from my dear...he said that one of our friend just lost his boyfriend in an accident...I was quite shocked as we just met her few weeks back and she was totally happy and cheerful that time. I felt sorry for her lost and for those Muslims who read this let us recite Al - Fatihah for the late Wan Mohamad 'Izzat Azrai Wan Mud, Fathin Izzati's boyfriend. Hope that Arwah will be with those with Iman...Aaamin~

guess that's all for my post...I'll write back when I have time..^______^

Menggatal~

Current Facebook Status:

"Menggatal adalah sejenis penyakit yang dihidapi oleh kebanyakan org yg b'mula dr L..Menggatal juga adalah nama tempat yang terdapat di Sabah..haish~ (^____*)V"

well, this might look a little weird..me, typing a status that contains a lot of meaning..hehehe...for those of you wandering what this "Menggatal" word means it basically means flirty and etc...*if I'm not mistaken..

hahahaha..and of course, it's happen to everyone including me! yup,admit it! but that doesn't means "Menggatal" in a way where I flirts with guys...it can also means I do some stupid thing and regret it later...hahaha!!

but the thing is it's always fair for guys to flirts with girls but not us, girls...so, what the choice have we had girls? we can't do it..I guess, cause it will look soo not proper..right? then why let guys have the advantage?

hurrrrmmmm, wondering...~

When A Guy Cut His Hair Because Of...

To be honest, I'm not in a stable condition right now..

Flu and fever just struck me after I had a wonderful swimming this evening..

but this one thing happened to me today, I won't let it go just like that..

2 July 2010

Later this afternoon around 1322 pm, I received one mms from my dear..

well, I thought it was just normal ordinary mms I received from him like before and I just merely look at the picture and it was just another haircut he did and close it as I'm in rush and need to send my lil bro to school..

then...later, after I had barely breathe like a normal person back again..I realized and remembered something about the mms and I open it up, the picture he sends to me..

and

"WHHHOAAAAH!! it's TAEYANG haircut!! How...how could he do that??Why among many2 haircut in this whole wide world did he choose to cut his hair just like TAEYANG?!!?"

for you guys that does not really know about Taeyang, you might probably wonder..how is Taeyang haircut look like? is it nice? hahahaha...

well, here is Taeyang haircut looks like!

another...another...

cool eyh? a bit punk + cuteness + machoness + handsomeness..

ouh! how I like it very much..

back to the topic..

we were in Sunway Pyramid..and was waiting to get into the cinema and this conversation pop up..

He wanted to cut his hair + it's new semester...to avoid 'saman' from pakgad he asked me which style is good and suited him?

we were looking at a saloon mirror which framed a lot of new haircut and hairstyle..

many hairstyle he wanted to try out needed him to keep his current long hair..

and suddenly as I was browsing through pictures in my handphone, I came across Taeyang picture and show him..without saying anything..

and suddenly here comes mr. taeyang - haircut - look - a - like!!

I did ask him..why he did that?

and the answer is simple..

"what you told me, I will try to make it happen...as long as you happy, I'll be happy too! whether it nice or not it's a second thing.."

ouhhh...isn't that sweet enough? thank you for millionth times dear!!

you totally make my life...and seriously..I'm happy and enjoy being with you, dear..!!
this is what you feel..
When A Guy Cut His Hair Because Of You..!!

that's it guys! do comment ya!

anyway...this is what his hair is look like now..

My new Mr. Taeyang - Haircut - Look - A - Like!!

*hehehe...a lil bit Taeyang haircut I must say...not totally! hehehe~

Unexpected Birthday Present

Well this post might sound a bit outdated as my birthday was in January and it's June going to July which means I'm already 6/7 month older than my birthday..

The reason I'm posting this is because, while I was browsing through my friends updates on Facebook, I came across this one profile that catch my attention as it pictures display a very colourful and cute looking CHOCOLATE!!!

I was and still mad about chocolate up till now and to make thing sounds very exciting the profile of that person lead me to the blogshop where I get my birthday present from my honey!!

~sayasukecoklat.blogspot.com~

Well, basically I got 2 present from my dear:

1st: My Lovely Teddy "Bobo"

2nd: A box of CHOCOLATE!!

this is what it's look like before it reach me:

[looks very delicious and tempting!!!]

and this, you might not want to see it, this is what it looks like when it reach me:

[ouh!! I hate pos laju treat my present this way!! T____T]

well guys, don't judge a book by it's cover...

and don't judge a chocolate by it's look!!

The taste never fails me..

It is very delicious with the filling inside..

even I got better after I ate this chocolate when I was having a high fever..

If you are wondering what kind of present you want to give your loved ones or you are wandering on what door gift would be best to give to your pal..

well, you should check up on the blog and you'll find something that best suits your occasion!!

and thanks to my honey for the present and his sweet thought of buying me a handmade chocolate!!

till next time, bye2 guys!!

p/s: do comment ya!! ^___^ 

Papa...My Greatest Hero!

In my entire life there were two thing I treasured the most
1st: Papa and Mama
2nd: Along, Angah, Abang and Adik
They were like my heart, soul and air to me..every beat counts is priceless

Papa is not like any ordinary dad I might say..
He got his own method on handling us five..
never really show his true emotions and feelings..
and its hard to predict him except for mama, who knows him better..

I had recall few memories back then..
when we were young [along, angah and me]
well I would say we were pretty naughty doing this and that..
there was one time, we ought to go for shopping but the three of us were fighting at the backseat, whom gonna sit next to the window.
papa was soo mad that he canceled the shopping agenda and locked us all outside.
another method that he used when I was crying like mad were
locked me up in a bathroom until I stop crying..
but if there is no sign I will stop, he will took a pail full of water and "wash" me until I stop..
hahahahaha...~

Funny when I thought about it now..
how I adore him and look up to him soo much in my life..
papa never ever forget his responsibility in raising us five..
from our solat, agama, school, study, time management, food, where we go, with whom we go everything being monitored carefully by him..
he has become my idol and influence me in many ways of viewing this world..

how lucky mama to have papa..
a know-it-all person..
sometimes I felt that, when I grow up I want to have a man that resembles papa in his actions..
but it is not easy to find one..
thus I thought, rather than find someone who resembles him, why don't I be like him?
because I am his daughter and I knew him since I was small..

To papa and mama:
I have learn a lot about LOVE in this world.
It starts on 11 January 1990.
I found that, eventhough there were other people who loves me..still, your love were the greatest.
Having to stay this far from both of you, make me realize how important you were to me.
To realize something this big making me feel loved every second..
though I always hurt your feelings, deep down inside I want you to know how important both of you to me..
I'm still learning to live, scold me if that was the best way to teach me..
beat me if that was the best reminder for me..
I will take it if that makes me a better person in the future..
Thankful for your love
Thankful being born as one of the Roslan's and Norizan's..


Papa, you are my greatest HERO!!!
Happy Father Day!!

^_____________^

T.O.P [BIG BANG] - Turn It Up [MV Teaser]

ATTENTION ALL BIG BANG's & T.O.P FANS!!!!

T.O.P new singles will be out on 21062010

let's have a look at the teaser~

The True Meaning of Happiness

I was online and messaging with him one day...

suddenly it occurred to me to ask him, whether he is happy or not being with me?

the question sound strange enough when both of us doesn't have any major big problem yet so far. Its just suddenly came through my mind...and later he reply,

"Yep! Happy, I'm totally happy with you..."

Thats answer it all...

but feelings of dissatisfaction is always a part of human nature, and eagerness and curiousness always kills the cat.

Later, I found myself typing...

"...whats make you totally happy with me?"

and later he reply..

"Dunno really, I'm just happy being with you..."

Indescribable is always something that left others wandering even more.

and I stop for a moment.....thinking....thinking very deeply....

Another question pop-ups into my head.

"How can he be soo happy with me without even know why he becomes happy being with me?"

I know, it is very subjective to define happiness. People got their own perception on what is happiness and the true meaning of happiness.

and I learn a lot of meaning of happiness when I'm with him.

Happiness No. 1: Being apart from him and missing him is something that bring happiness to

me

Happiness No. 2: Knowing he is there thinking about you when he was busy with his work.

Happiness No. 3: Seeing his bright smile when we met.

Happiness No. 4: His childishness when he was at fault.

Happiness No. 5: When we were on the phone talking bout many stuff and giggling over

something.

Too much happiness if I want to list it all here..

He teach me a lot on how to appreciate and be thankful..

It's hard to imagine myself in his shoes..

But the most important lesson I learn from him is that...

"Be happy even you are sad, because there were many other people outside there are sadder than you...the world is not made for you to cry but it's made for you to laugh and enjoy the life...and love is the most precious thing to be cherished about...I'm not here to make you cry, I'm here to make you smile..."

~Thanks for the lesson and I will always continue learn to love~

Must Watch Movies 2010 [June]!!

Alright peeps these are among the movies you must check out in cinema around you ya!

1. Killers

cast: Ashton Kutcher [Spencer]

Katherine Heigl [Jen]

on cinema: June 4, 2010

2. The Karate Kid

cast: Jaden Smith [Dre Parker]

Jackie Chan [Mr. Han]

on cinema: June 10/11, 2010

3. Knight and Day

cast: Tom Cruise [Miller]

Cameron Diaz [April Havens]

on cinema: June 25, 2010 (US preview)

THE MUST WATCH 2010 on PREMIERE DATE!!

The Twilight Saga: ECLIPSE

cast: Robert Pattinson [Edward Cullen]

Kristen Stewart [Bella Swan]

on cinema: June 30, 2010

So, make sure you all watch it yea!! It's great to have list of movie for us to go and watch!!

enjoy guys!!

^_____^

Shaun Evaristo and The Movement Lifestyle

I'm pretty much sure some of you never come across this name I mention above. But for those who craze for slick hip hop choreography, this name was among the top choreographer people look up for. Yup! he is a dancer but I would say he is more a choreographer himself..

How did I discover him? hahaha..

well, since I'm a big fan of BB [Big Bang]..which I follow every currents updates about them especially Taeyang..I felt very curious on who actually choreo all the dance move especially when Taeyang Second Solo debut song was out not long ago.

Wedding Dress choreo and dance move was soo slick and sharp and the move is following every beats and bring the meaning of the song itself. I was soo impressed and later found myself checkin up on this guy who choreograph all the dance move.

Surprise,surprise!! Shaun has work with BB for many mv's and he was like a permanent choreographer for the YG Family. (*a bit left out here~)

What I like about him is that he actually utilize all the possible part of the body and make full use of every movement that our body can do..(*ahhh~ this part seems really complicated)

I like his move, his energy and his choreography that is always something you wouldn't expect a person can perform. As far as I'm concern, he's been dancing since his little age and grew up dancing in his garage. Look back at his past, he certainly have a very strong background in dancing as he has taken up tap, jazz and even lyrical classes when he was in high school. This strengthen the reason why he can actually mix match all the steps he choreograph.

Every successful story, there were always something that motivates them behind. As for Shaun, family and friends always become his great motivator. Wow, how I like it when someone as great as him still have a strong bonding with his family.

Currently Shaun and other choreographers are working hard to promote and bring their dance to a higher level. Movement Lifestyle sure to awe you by different moves and choreographers working under one roof. All the best for all of you and hope to see much2 more moves from all of you guys!

As for me, for some unknown reason, my love towards dancing life grew day by day. Thanks to all of them for showing moves and steps. and I plan to take a dance class alongside my hubby later when I get married. Wouldn't dance is all about enjoying and expressing love?? so, it's the best method to show and share love with the one you love!! hehehehe~

To roll up all, I would like to share some inspirational quotes from Shaun himself:

"It's been a journey of finding more of who I am, what I like creating and what I want to share with other people. As of now, I can only continue to do the same thing and appreciate what I have...I truly am blessed"

- Shaun Evaristo

For those who craze for more feel free to visit here:

- Shaun Evaristo Youtube

- Movement Lifestyle Youtube

-Shaun Evaristo tumblr

- Movement Lifestyle tumblr

credits goes to:

- Shaun Evaristo, Lyle Beniga + Aimee Lee Lucas: for awesome moves in wedding dress + where you at [Taeyang]

- YG Family: BB, 2NE1= you're just awesome!!

- My long 'lost' friend: thanks million much for introducing me "Namanbarabwa [Taeyang]" to me..it's where I generate this love. peace! <3

Malacca Photo Shooting!

Okay guys..

I actually would like to keep this to myself..since I'm not yet editing the pictures..

all this pictures were taken when abg faiz [mr.minouri shirota] and his friend, Hafiz Cak came visiting me here at Malacca..

we have fun walking every part in bandar Malacca and photo shooting here and there..and to be honest that was the first time I'm climbing up A'Famosa..

having fun became your tourist guide bros!! hehehe~

thanks a lot guys for showing up and you guys were rawks and awesome!!

Here's some of the pickture we managed to click! click!